Written April 1, 2010. Age 23. Eleven years after eating disorder onset. Still struggling in the midst of my most significant relapse and realizing that I might be ready for, and really do want, true lasting change and not simply to regain some of my weight back and then return to my rigid eating and… Read More True Change, Hopefully (Part 1)

Written April 21, 2010. Age 23. Eleven years after eating disorder onset, and 20 days after my last journal entry (True Change, Hopefully (Part 1)). A good example of the fear and struggle associated with making changes and challenging my eating disorder behaviour, despite how motivated to recover and tired of my eating disorder I… Read More True Change, Hopefully (Part 2)